I’ve spent a few days re-setting up my OBS to come back to the world of streaming. Ugh… WHYYYYYYYY? (insert on knees reaching for the air image…)
No seriously… Why do I miss it so much sometimes?
It’s not the hours of sitting and worrying about whether or not anyone will tune in. It’s not streaming to literal zero people in the beginning. It’s definitely not the dreams of “making it” and then coming out of la-la-land realizing that it’s not going to happen.
It’s the friendships I made while doing it
I miss the days of having a consistent group of friends to play games with. I miss the days of random people stopping by and having a little chit-chat with them about a game we all enjoy.
Truthfuly I also miss the ability to go back to old gameplay and relive some of the moments.
So I guess I’m going to be doing this again. Like last time I’ll say… “I’m not going to take this too seriously this time.” I’m not going to try to make YouTube content. I’m not going to be making shorts and posting videos on other more discoverable platforms to grow my stream. I’m just going to have some fun again hitting go live and hanging out.